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Today as I see it…

People just don‘t have respect for anything anymore. They don’t respect others, peoples problems, lives, anything. People cannot think outside of their annoying little bubbles. But you know, I guess that’s ok for everyone else since it’s so widely accepted among the masses. I’ll use my family for instance, my step-mom is totally the most two faced person I have ever met in my entire life. I thought she was the devil at first then thought she was ok but I’ve learned that she is two faced as sin. One day she will be happy and ok with everything and understanding then the next, totally saying the nastiest shit to my Dad about me about how horrible and lazy I am and I don’t know what responsibility is. Shit that bitch doesn’t know anything at all. Telling me to get a job when my half dead Father is working two for this appartment building and I am trying to help him until after the first of the year so he can get use to it by working 10 hours a day 7 days straight until 10pm or later. But to her I’m being lazy and not helping the family. Well here is some news for you. WE GET RENT AND UTILITIES FOR THE WORK I PUT IN DOWN THERE. I mean common, this woman must not have more than three braincells in her damn head if this is how she thinks. I think honestly she still hates me from a long time ago. The way she treats him is atrocious too, she fucks with him so much then wonders why he wants to leave when he can, fuck who wouldn’t want to leave some crazy bitch who fucks with you? But that in itself is another story.

As far as everything else goes. Well I guess it could be worse, but not by much as I see it. The next step down for me is homeless, buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut it isn’t the first time I’ve been without a home and I made due with what I’ve been given you know? What irks me more than anything is the fact that she thinks I don’t want a job that pays cash, I want a new car and new computer and I desperately need some new clothes and shoes. So I probably need money for those because I’m not an african baby someone wants to adopt or some kid who doesn’t even know what shoes are. I just hate being treated like a 10 year old that has no idea what the fuck is going on. Makes me want to stab someone sometimes. One day though I’ll finally have what I want. A decent woman, my gaming cafè, a couple of cool cars and a house of my own in California. Then I’ll be chill with the world.

Just remember one thing, Today as I see it, we’re all fucked in the end anyway might as well do what you can before that happens.